Drink and Drugs

I’ve been drinking too much for a long time. It’s mainly been self-medication. It was at its worst around the end of my last relationship which had been increasingly turbulent with time. With hindsight, my ex’s escalating BPD and my autism and escalating drinking was a recipe for disaster. Counselling with a peer mentor got me down from 35-40 units a day in the months after the separation to between 8 and 22 units a day depending on anxiety levels with the occasional day off. However it was a struggle to cut back any further so I’m now trying an anti-craving drug. The liver function test which I didn’t know I had to have was a wake-up call. Luckily the result was not too serious – some inflammation, but reversible if I cut down or stop. I now have to have blood tests every few months – not good as I can’t stand needles, but at least it’ll keep me motivated. The doctor is trying me on Nalmefene first but for some reason none of the pharmacies in town stock it and only one will order it in. Very odd. I’ll start on the Nalmefene on Thursday and see how it goes.

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